Brunei National Tragedy...our tragedy..

Brunei helicopter crash kills 12 Twelve people have been killed and two injured after a helicopter crashed in Brunei, officials say. The helicopter was carrying 11 military cadets and three crew home after training in the jungle. The defence ministry said the Bell 212 helicopter came down in Ulu Belait as it headed for the capital, Bandar Seri Begawan. Brunei's ruling monarch Sultan Hassanal Bolkiah visited the two surviving cadets in hospital. They are reported to be in a stable condition. In a statement on its website, the Ministry of Defence said Sultan Bolkiah had extended his condolences to the families of the victims. "His majesty also prayed that the souls of the victims would be blessed and placed with the pious," it said. No reason has yet been given for the crash, but the ministry has said it is investigating. Brunei is a small, oil-rich sultanate on the north coast of the island of Borneo (http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-18936400) e

upon hearing the news i felt my heart stopped for a little while.. i'm truly shocked by the tragedy especially when my friend was one of the victim. even though we only known each other around +3years but he's a good friend of mine. a cheerful and a caring lad. saturday early in the morning, together with some friends, we visit his family to say our condolence...we went to his grave to pay respect and pray to God that he would be blessed and placed with the pious in the afterlife..saying a last goodbye was really hard for me but God had said it before in the Al-Quran "every living thing will eventually die" it just a matter of time for us to leave this world.... IN MEMORIES OF A GREAT SENIOR, FRIEND & BROTHER...RIP MAY ALLAH BLESS U IN THE AFTERLIFE..

The Book. THINK BIG??

This book was recommended by a friend, so i thought i'm gonna give it a try. firstly i download it tru internet as an E-book like he did, but days goes by i still havent read a page of it. then comes yesterday's evening, he received a txt msg from 'Times Square's Best Eastern Bookstore' saying that his order has arrived (he ordered this book from the store before he download it from the internet). upon hearing from him that he didnt need it anymore, i told him that i would like to have it, so i did. i fetch it today's afternoon from the bookstore for BND$23.80, not bad for the price of a beneficial book rather than buying a novel.

why did i buy the book when the free downloaded E-book in my laptop stays unclicked? . reason?

for me watching laptop monitor filled with only words is kind of depressing, with an access to browse the internet(facebook, youtube, plurk, twitter, etc) it turns into distraction, i cant focus on reading. a mobile computer as laptop, mobility is an issue compared to a pocket book, i cant read it while on bed, anywhere or whenever i feel i wanted to.

i can give as many excuses as i want, but i think the main problem is motivation. the lack of motivation to read the book. i have it by free,people tend to dis-appreciate things they gained for free, things they gain without losing something. so i set it in my mind "i spent money on this book. if i dont read it, it's a loss".

reading a few pages from this book somehow made me think, what make us different from those who succeed in life?. why they can make it? how about me?. i cant tell u much of the content yet but this book looks promising. i'm looking forward to finish reading it =)

Mental illness..

i think i need to see a psychiatrist...
no, i'm not crazy..but i realize i do have some mental issues lately...

1. Insomnia, i'm very sleepy right now but my subconscious refuse to sleep.

2. Paranoia, earlier at the meeting with colleagues and supervisors, there were a few incidents occurred to me,i'm still thinking about it till now, i just refuse to not to think about it. i tried to divert my attentions by watching TVs etc but hell..it isnt working.

3. Depression. Anxiety, Insomnia and Paranoia generating stress..i'm just too depress right now..

4. Generalize Social Phobia, Social Anxiety disorder. i'm never good with public communication skills, it's not that i didnt do anything to improve it but i'm just to0 damn nervous while speaking in public...how am i supposed to do my 'Community Outreach Project' like this..for this i think deep in my heart i blame some of my family members who used to made fun of me in front of the public..i do have a very low self esteem.

You are a FOOL

if i know nothing, i'll say i dont know. if i'm not sure about something, i'll say i dont know. if i know something but there's no reliable reference to it, i'll say i dont know. if that makes me a fool who knows nothing, thaT'S because i'm a fool.

Past 12 midnight.

it's already past 12 at midnight, my birthday had officially ended. the magic of birthday is the same as Cinderella's shoes, it'll be gone as soon as the clock tick on 12am lol.

a big thanks to my family for the surprise cake and mini event and thanks to aunts, cousins, friends for the greeting.

as for my birthday celebration it was just a mini event where my family gathered together with a simple birthday cake and a family set KFC however i do really appreciate it. it meant more and really a heart warming moment when u gather around with ur family on a dining table. personally this is the best birthday party then dancing on the dance floor with strangers, but of course everyone had their own way.

Friday 13th

1989, Friday, January 13th, 0940 am. It was the day i was born into this world. For most of people Friday 13th is the day to be feared, the day of bad luck and the cursed day. however, to me it's the day of my life, it's my holiday, it's my sacred day, it's my celebration day.

Happy Birthday to me =).

Past, Present, Future..

some said "dont look at the past as it's already happened, dont look at the future as it's yet to come.." but the past made me the man i hv bcome, preparing me for the future that's soon to come..

the past is my teacher..the present is my research..and let the future determine my answer.. :)

just a little thought...

‎"there's a thin line between an ambition & a dream..without ability, an ambition will remain as a dream" -Razali Salam ,2011

"if there's no trust in a relationship, why bother falling in love with em" -Razali Salam, 2011.


"i can't give u diamonds, i can't give u golds..but my heart will forever be yours..." -Razali Salam, 2011.

taun 11 taun yang sebok sekali

sangal ku ehhhhh,smester ani nda pandai branti kaja ani.tiap minggu ngntat asignment mun satu nda jua ani berbilang2. siiittt...tido nda bcukup,lalah

X japan - Tears

doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta toki ni toikakete
nagasugita yoru ni tabidachi wo yume mita
ikoki no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimeta
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

LONELINESS YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS
THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY YOU NEVER LET ME CRY
AND HEAR, YOU NEVER SAID GOOD-BYE
SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUR DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE

TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
SANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEART
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaete
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata wo toiki wo kanjite
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

Liverpool vs Chelsea 2-0

cud this be the return of el nino?...

Ливерпуль - Funny videos are here

jiwang kajap....

Insan Bernama Kekasih

Album : Nur Kasih vol. 2
Munsyid : Unic
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Debar hatiku membisik rindu
Ingin aku jadikan kau gadis idaman
Adakah mungkin kau kumiliki
Untuk aku katakan insan bernama kekasih

Keayuan yang tergambar lukisan nur iman
Bertemankan keindahan santun perkataan
Bagai putih salju mendinginkan hangat perasaan
Terukir segala resah di jiwa

Ku ucapkan salam ucapan mesra
dan merisik khabar berita
Masihkah ada peluang
Untukku melafaz kesyukuran

Umpama rembulan jatuh ke riba
Mendengar khabaran dariNya
Padaku kau memendam rasa

PadaMu oh tuhan
Ku memohon keredhaan
Nur Kasih yang ku damba
Kekal hingga ke syurga

Hanya satu yang ku pinta kebaikan dariNya
Moga dipeliharakan tulus cinta kita
Agar kukuh ikatan yang murni bahgia selamanya
Dengan lafaz pernikahan yang mulia

Datanglah kasihku dalam dirimu
Menghiasi ruang hatimu
Akan ku sambutnya dengan
Sujud penuh kesyukuran

Ku harap jalinan kan berpanjangan
Selagi kasih yang terbina
Kerana cinta kepadaNya

Kau kusayangi teman sejati
Dikaulah sesungguhnya
Insan bernama Kekasih.

lunch @ McD..

0300 hrs i was in McD gdg..of coz enjoyin my fav. meal McD Big Mac.picture taken from google image bcoz m not rely thinkin bot othr things when eatin.

i do enjoyed my meal..but not in a peaceful mood, bcoz there's a group of alien sittin at d corner makin terrible,annoyin, irritatin @#$%* sound. they chat usin alien language which is sounds unfimiliar to my human ears.they wear weird outfit, looks like a long skirt & a necktie..they act like they were in their own lair, ignoring their surrounding & makin alot of fuss. which made me kinda..piss off... and ofcoz other customers too.

so then, soon after the alien were gone *thankgod* there's a guy approachin my table. he show me a small card sayin "saya adalah bisu dan pekak secara semulajadi" so i tot ia ani minta sdkah, so i fetch a $1 dollar bill, he refused it. then he show the other side of the card sayin "rantai hp 1 $6 2 $10".ooo ahaha somehow i felt guilty for my action earlier. he then show me a various kinds of beautiful hp chains . in the end i bought 2 and only paired hp chains. i fell in love with it at first sight .

my last day of revision.7-8/5/10

usul ku revise ni tym peksa,ani pun ujg2 last2 kn abis mun nda dlm bilik gnya ku mbca.ani kn mrasai gnya cna rasa mbca d common room ani aha,lagi siuk bekon sma wave.
around pukul 2 am. durg bjln bunjar mkn d tamu slera,tggllh aku sorang..awal2 naku ingau,psl aku mlyt 'ip man2',lyn punya lyn smpai abis ceta alum jo mulih2nya durg ani,jd tukg mnunggui laptop plg nah.

boring punya psl smbil2 mbaca smbil2 main plurk ahah :p yth pslnya masa atu plurk ku skjp2 b update psl m jobless n boring msa atu

ps: siuk bljr d common room ani gnya yg ku nda thn ada c 'dgn' lintas2 dpn diri..tau ya diri nda bdgn atu yth ya kn mdgni x. ku hargai plg tu niat murni nya atu gnya next tym tima ksih ja lh, ahaha bek ku sorg2 nda bdgn lagi ku slesa mbaca.

saturday night out.

first of all, batah sudah ku nda enjoy mlm minggu mcm dulu2. slalu if mlm minggu nada kaja len dbuat,betapa dihostel or kna lagau balik kerumah.
actuallynya nada planning ku kan mlyt wyg bnrnya,tp daripada ku round2 nda tantu hala last2 mnabak jua ke panggung d Q-lap mol. movie yg ada tym tu 'clash of d titan'(mlyt udh,boring~~),'cinta stiletto'(luruskh nda tu) & 'when in rome'..
dengan rasa tidak relanya aku pun membyr tiket untuk movie 'when in rome'. my first impression "abislaa~ rugi mbyr",
but then my opinion change as the storyline became more interesting and funny haha,overall ku bagi 8/10
after movie abis baru ku sdr ujan diluar labat mahadasyhatnya.
bagaikan hero industan yg mengejar heroinnya aku pun berlari dlm hujan mnuju ke krita..
kesengsaraan ku tidak berakhir disitu, dgn hujan yg lebat,krita yg tidak beekon,windshield yg kabur and lampu yg kelam bagaikan satu seksaan djln raya.mun bukan pasal dapan ku ada krita konpom 100% ku msuk kparit psl nda nmpk jln.
destinasi seterusnya 'kimchi' yg ampir atu pun mcm jauh hntp sudh prasaan ku.sampai ksana parking panuh,trpksa bujan lagi...msuk ke 'kimchi' pun baju abis basah kuyup .

sementara menunggu ujan taduh,main2 dulu with d leftover =PPP
peace~~(^-^v)
d^_^b
o_o

Brunei table tennis open 4hb-11hb

My last match,Brunei table tennis tournament in Menglait..biar kalah jnji manang gaya,tpi apa2 hal puas ati psl knk2 yg ku mention b4 bjya ku klhkn..kira dendam terbalas,maruah tertebus hahaha

new weapon to kill arrogants SOAB...

Before

After

mimpi jadi kenyataan, 'butterfly primo vitesse' & "yasaka mark V' bth sudh ku idam2kn tp nda bjual diBrunei.baik jua ada cina dari miri bejual ariatu d menglait..resultnya nda mengecewakan. too fast,control top rated,def sanang chopping and blocking overall 9/10

The so-called training to conquer ubd ping pong ranking

one word to describe .."pacah"

Brunei Table tennis open.in menglait on 11th april 2010

the brunei open ping pong tournament on 11th april 2010..just a slight review on the men's single tournament.a match between Wee tzu Min UBDPPC coach vs Robin foo end up 3-1 as Tzu Min emerged victorious.

photo taken some time ago..